It's fucking 1 in the morning...and I have to wake up in like 5 hours to take the fucking SATs. You know why I'm fucking up? Oh yes let us discuss the story. So my mom goes out with my aunt after work to go shop. So I'm waiting for her to get home. Meanwhile my brother goes out to pick up some friends who are gonna stay over for the weekend. So its like 10 and my mom gets home and im like ok i'm going to sleep. So you know what she does, she makes all the fucking noise possible in the world. She stomps the floor, she slams doors, she PUTS FUCKING POTS AWAY AT FUCKING 11! FUCK~~ Then I here her mumbling about how im a bad kid or some shit like that in Chinese. So then I'm like mom can you be quiet, then she gets all fucking pissed at me like I DONT TELL YOU TO BE QUIET WHEN YOUR FRIENDS ARE OVER PLAYING VIDEOGAMES, yeah we don't play when you're trying to sleep though! So then I'm basically dead can't sleep yadiyada, and I can't help thinking of why im so fucked up in the head because of my family. So after a series of punching the shit out of my pillow and having breathing problems Im finally falling asleep...then i hear the garage door and my brother is home with his freinds. So now they're talking...I've finally given up. I'm not going to sleep. There is no point in even fucking trying anymore. My mom thinks i have allergies cause im "sniffling" I can't imagine how stupid she is, its cause i've been crying not fucking having allergies. Fuck it all i don't care anymore, hopefully ill just get above 1000 on my SATs at this rate, thats all i need anyways. I wanted to get above average...not that anyone in my family gives a fuck whether i do good or not. I'm gonna go rot now.